Thursday, September 11, 2008

Sensation #9 - Frustration

What you do not realize, this time, is that I do not owe you my kindness. I do not owe you this courtesy nor are you entitled to my compassion or understanding.
You did not earn these things.
Just as you did not earn my trust or adoration, which I would give freely if I could.

But I do these things. I give them to you - my kindness, my courtesy, my compassion, and even my understanding.
Not because I love you.
Not because you deserve my ability to see you through this lens of adulthood,

But because I can live with myself.
Because this makes me feel like a human.
Because it is that which we all strive for.
Because it is RIGHT.

And this knowledge makes me feel ALIVE.

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